January 2011
29 posts
this year i:
lost a boyfriend.
got a new one.
got my first c in physics.
got my first a+ in studio.
ups.
and downs.
December 2010
35 posts
Things I need to finish before winter break ends.
Loan Presentation
Summer Presentation
Re-evaluation of Projected Coursework
Change of College Paperwork
More Financial Aid Paperwork
Reading the Fountainhead
Buying Textbooks
i would like to take a moment to remind myself of this point in my college career in which i am sitting on the floor, freaking out about my architectural history final. not wanting it to come, but wanting it to be over. having slept two hours over two days, i am going insane. my heart is beating sluggishly along as my eyes water from reading about really old buildings that are beautiful and...
my dad is so ridiculous at times.
dear best friend christopher,
today is your 21st birthday. today i also have a final in about, five hours. but consider it evidence of how special you are to me that i am taking this time to tell you how much you mean to me.
how much you mean to me:
a lot.
i know you consider it unnatural for me to be nice to anyone, especially you, but please accept the above without pretense and disdain. i know it is awkward because you...
i am highly depressed about the architectural profession.
“Each person’s pain has a degree of reality for him or her that the pain of...”
my architectural history professor asks me why i...
…of course he completely misunderstood what i was trying to convey, but perhaps it is true. i do not think that a lot of things are black and white. no, the world is too complicated for that. however, i do try to see a majority of things in black and white, yes and no, right and wrong. a lot of issues are complicated, but you just fucking pick a stance. you dont have to stick with it. change...
“Architectural research should ultimately lead to construction but it does not...”
opinions on my opinionated opinions.
i feel like passive aggressively ranting. passive aggressive because i dont think i will ever move past this issue. its not like i havent tried. i have tried to move past it for those involved. i have mulled over this thing called forgiveness. but i cannot muster up the energy for it because i do not give a flying fuck for those involved. i realized this recently. and i am possibly forever...
canto-xii-deactivated20110208-d asked: Guurl, I need some new music suggestions<3
i should shower.
A. Anastasia Le
1) Do you love this person? yes, she is very very funny.
2) Is this person an enemy? yes, i hate her so much…
B. Brian Ngan
1) What do you really think of this person? he is too violent and needs to be regulated. but super cuteee. but super manipulative… but i shouldnt be talking.
2) Ever danced with them? yes, its quite fun.
C.Christopher Penman
1) What...
de materialibus ad immaterialia
so i am reading about french gothic architecture, namely suger and st. denis.
i can safely say that i am mesmerized.
but,
what im most touched by is architecture as determined by the cisternian order, developed around the same time. simple but not stark. finely crafted. beautifully constructed.
it is never sheer size that is impressive, but the quality of size; never the nature of the...
